Give me that strength dad

I'm not really sure you ever realized how much love and support you gave me dad until you left. So much so that sometimes I wish you hadn't because it makes me miss you a million times worse. Whenever I was down, sad, mad, in trouble, alone, I knew you were on phone call, one drive, on second away to always take care of me without a question. However far away you may have been, what time of the day, what circumstance...you found a way to be there. You would give the world up for us. I never was scared because I knew that no matter how bad things got you were always there to just love me. You were always there to just talk with me about life, make me laugh, cry, feel okay, remind me what it is to be the type of man that I needed to be. You have no idea how much I miss that. How much I long for that. I miss my dad. I miss that love that only a father can give to his son and I need you to give that to me right now. I need you to give me that strength and love of yours to me somehow, someway.