A scared girl!

I know this girl who can play it off that she is fine and happy but really she is sad inside and wants to release everything to the world. Her sadness, her feelings, her mistakes, regrets, how she truly feels..but is scared to let all of that out there. Is scared to share it when everyone is waiting to listen and help. She hates the sounds of goodbyes. She is scared of people leaving her. she gives people what they want and she tries to act all nonchalant because she is afraid that they will see that she is really just lost and has lost her direction. She looks at herself in the mirror and sees imperfections when all there is is perfection. She looks at magazines and other people and thinks she doesn't look good enough when she looks simply beautiful. She is afraid that she will never reconnect with her father when they lost something along the way. But if they both look hard enough they are both really calling for each other to become a true father/daughter again. She goes out and tries to keep herself busy because when it comes time to face herself alone she is scared. She is scared of what might happen. She is scared of how she truly feels. She is afraid of missing experiences in life that other people have had. Everyone has different experiences and adventures in life I guess it's just up to you to decide how you want yours to be and go. She is sad that she never got the attention from her parents that her sister's got. She feels like she let them down in a way because of her past and what she may have done. But in reality she has her parents waiting with their arms wide open for her to come right in so they can protect her and give her all the love she wants. She just wants someone to protect her and to take her home. She wants someone to be there for her when she falls. She wants love and happiness in the world. She wants to change her mind so badly but doesn't know how. She needs to let that wall go. She needs to put down her guard and open up. She can offer the world and people so much but she needs to let it go. Because there will be so many people to catch her when she falls and she will rise higher than she could ever imagine after she does! Be the Incredible woman you are and don't be afraid anymore. Don't hide who you are. Let it all out and you will get the biggest reward back. Happiness, Love, and Peace.